That’s...look at it like this. Me online is me unfiltered because the consequences of me being unfiltered don’t exist in the same capacity as they do in life offline.
Like Tyler the Creator said, what is cyber bulling? You can just log off, but u can’t just log off in life. So like I said before, im being be. Offline I’m me filtered because I’m being thoughtful.
Me with a lack of sleep offlinr isn’t being thoughtful cause I lack the mental energy to put on the filter. People near and dear to me know me as unfiltered Germs. I have a reputation, that im not proud of because young Germs was unfiltered Germs.
I hurt a lot of people and did a lot of shit that when you get older and understand how ur actions affect others. You gain more empathy, and instead of saying fuck you, eat a dick. You try to have a conversation about why you feel like that. Instead of just burning a bridge and doing some spiteful shit.
I was talking to my lil cuz on day and speaking about a story i told on the IC about this chick. I thought it was a funny story about me being a young fuck nigga not giving a fuck about hoes feelings.
They hit me wit, “you know that girl was in love wit u, u were her first love. First guy that made her feel special. You really hurt her”
I was like
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Oh shit, that explains a lot. I literally never even considered that. I felt like shit when it hit me that that shit was true.
Ion know bruh, ion even find video games and cartoons entertaining anymore. It’s like there’s an old nigga spirit in me all of a sudden and he’s dropping life Gems on young Germs and I got all this internal conflict
:cry:Shits wild b