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So I quit watching porn and masturbating.

Preach2Teach said:
Forget about them people man, if you spend too much time thinking about other peoples expectations you will be spending less time trying to figure yourself out, I have recently learned this shit and man it feels good! we need to analyze ourselves in order to truly understand ourselves, find out what you want in life and focus on that and we can never go wrong, how old are you?
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I'm 32
 
It feels like every time I get through a flatline I am rewarded for it with good feelings and peace of mind, also hitting the gym so that helps, thinking about relapsing on purpose soon just to see how it would feel.
 
Preach2Teach said:
It feels like every time I get through a flatline I am rewarded for it with good feelings and peace of mind, also hitting the gym so that helps, thinking about relapsing on purpose soon just to see how it would feel.
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Everytime I relapse, I feel I lose a small percentage now. I know I praise those herbs alot but I feel that rebuilding your spermatogenesis will give you a better overall feel.
 
Traestar said:
Everytime I relapse, I feel I lose a small percentage now. I know I praise those herbs alot but I feel that rebuilding your spermatogenesis will give you a better overall feel.
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I would give it a try if I wasn't being so careful with money, I am obsessed with saving money at the moment my boots are falling apart and I need new clothes but I am being stingy as fuck right now, even tho I have the money I ain't spending shit! there is a reason the Jews run shit!
 
Preach2Teach said:
I would give it a try if I wasn't being so careful with money, I am obsessed with saving money at the moment my boots are falling apart and I need new clothes but I am being stingy as fuck right now, even tho I have the money I ain't spending shit! there is a reason the Jews run shit!
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I see what you mean, it's all good. I really should be doing the same thing saving wise but my issues have more to do with my job situation. So once I start working, I'm more set that way to save and make money work for me.
 
I relapsed last night, it wasn't because of any urges or me not having control, it was out of curiosity because it has been so long, I made a promise to myself that after I had done it I will not feel any shame, guilt or regrets. I woke up this morning feeling pretty good my energy is cool and I have no regrets at all, Gonna count up how many days I did later....Day 1 lets get it!
 
Traestar said:
I see what you mean, it's all good. I really should be doing the same thing saving wise but my issues have more to do with my job situation. So once I start working, I'm more set that way to save and make money work for me.
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The best thing to do is to save whatever you can aford, even if it is small change it does not matter it's all about the psychological effect it has on you and also getting you into the habit, go and take a penny/cent right now and let that be the seed you plant in your mind, also never save what you cannot afford to save, because you will be pulling money out of the stash and like I said this shit is all psychological.
 
Preach2Teach said:
I relapsed last night, it wasn't because of any urges or me not having control, it was out of curiosity because it has been so long, I made a promise to myself that after I had done it I will not feel any shame, guilt or regrets. I woke up this morning feeling pretty good my energy is cool and I have no regrets at all, Gonna count up how many days I did later....Day 1 lets get it!
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Yea I relapsed yesterday. It could be for the smallest thing, but the fact is is that I'm starting to lose my urge from porn. My relapses are starting to come from wet dreams and thinking about actually interactions than visual simulations.
 
So today is day one again, last night I let my sexual demons take control of my right hand and it was game over smh, I knew I was playing with fire by looking at local massage women.
 
I went 5 months without the touch of a woman and in one weekend I broke all my damn vows

Gotta restart eveything. Sex, liquor, weed, masturbating.

It was a humbling experience and I think I can do a year if I stay focused
 
Chicity said:
I went 5 months without the touch of a woman and in one weekend I broke all my damn vows

Gotta restart eveything. Sex, liquor, weed, masturbating.

It was a humbling experience and I think I can do a year if I stay focused
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So you turning down pussy?
 
Preach2Teach said:
So today is day one again, last night I let my sexual demons take control of my right hand and it was game over smh, I knew I was playing with fire by looking at local massage women.
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I've recently started working and trying to regain income. Because I produce alot more jing now, within 2-3 days I could sense when the overactive sexual energy is flowing. What I realized since last time is action is the #1 remedy for the relapse problems, for me it's connected to money and lack there of.

So I'm heavily considering landing my career job elsewhere out of this state. I'm in a need to change my environment, it heavily influences my habits and reaction around people. One major thing I'm starting to realize too is that too much sexual energy makes you very emotionally sensitive, once I could get that under control I'll be fine.
 
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