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So I quit watching porn and masturbating.

Never was into porn until I came across homegrown porn a few years ago.


Probably around 2007 or 2008.


Then, once I discovered BBW porn..........and then SSBBW porn, I realized how addictive it can be.


It's halfway under control now, but I'm still watching more of it than I think I should.


I used to watch it 2-4 days in a row, and have now gotten to the point where I can stop myself from looking at it for consecutive days.


'Been away from it altogether for about 2 weeks now.


I'd like to think I'm gonna be able to stay away from it longer, but I know I'm gonna slip up at some point.


The only time I can seem to stay away from it for any significant period of time is during Lent.
 
For the people who doubt the benefits you should try it out, it will be hard as fuck in the first month but if you stay strong and get through all the bad shit YOU WILL BE REWARDED. in the past my girl would use sex to control me once she even used her pussy to get me to put out the bins on one late frosty night, but now her pussy has no control over me and neither does porn! it feels good as fuck to break free, to see the look on her face when she realized she has no control over me using sexual emotion as a weapon was great. this shit has been great so far and I look forward to seeing how it works out as I soldier on and keep my dick in my pants.
 
Lol stronger than me bruh.

One thing to keep in mind, it has to be done in steps. Unless you change the environment that you are in, you will always go back to 0. I'm going through that right now. But the one thing that has kept my confidence is that the more you get used to it and start adapting new changes in your life and environments, the less relapsing will happen
 
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