u shlda been more private b. I just didn't participate in convos or let ppl reach their own conclusions. worst I got was a few condescending jokes about not being a woman yet.
i was a teenage boy.....
those were the things we joked and talked about......
i mean i've always been me, i could typically out joke most of my friends....and i was always the fighter of the groups....so i mean it wasn't like i was bullied, but it was one of those things i used to be insecure about.....
i think the insecurity and the anxiety, and my friends joking me, made it more and more difficult for me to relax enough to really talk to a girl smoothly, let alone get in a bed with one....
but once i got a little more mature, and learned how to chill the fuck out (mostly through drinking and smoking) i realized the shit wasn't as bad as i thought it would be....
i was so excited when it finally went down, i think my numbers from about age 20-24 got way outta control....so i slowed myself down and started really looking for more than just quick validation.....
i met the wife at 25.....
all in all, i think i did well,
prolly dropped the ball a lot being either too eager, or too hesitant....
but once i found a balance i was good