Sometimes after a long while I get to missing people, and I forget why i distance myself from folks.
Then I fuck wit them, and I think to myself, maybe I was in the wrong mindstate at the time when I was fucking with them, which lead me to not fucking with them.
And like clockwork, they remind me why I don't fuck with them. On the flipside tho, sometimes I fuck with folks I just grew apart from for no real reason on my end. And they'll say or do some shit that have me like
:yikes:jesus, what type of person have I been with you?
Did something for my cousin I hadn't spoken to or seen for a long time, but we grew up together...I did it cause I know how to do it and she's my cousin, I got to leave and she's tryna hand me 100 dollars
like damn...was I the type of nigga that didn't use to do shit outta love? Her man was even following me around the house like I was gone steal some shit..but I was so faded in my youth..I swear I don't fully remember the actual reality of our relationship