Ima keep it all the way 100 with y’all..I might die soon, like..I’m aware my time limit has been given a possible end point. I been through a lot and legit kinda tired of this existence. So when I got the diagnosis, to me..it was like..this life sucked, but I pulled through cause I felt I had a purpose, but wit cancer..the realization that this was all for nothing, actually gave me enough peace to give up hoping that I’d lead a genuine happy life….I also found the realization funny..like, this is what’s in step with my life. So I was gone joke about it..but then I didn’t expect y’all to actually give a fuck that im might die soon. Then I felt bad joking about it
