Man looka here...i done went thru some hurtful shyt regardless close family members passing.
My uncle Sonny tho...that hurt me. The part that hurt me the most tho, was seeing my dad closing the casket. Was the last sibling to view him. He sat in the chair by my uncle's casket, and just took it in for a minute. I was already shedding tears, but seeing my dad like that damn near put me over the edge. But it's ok.
My uncle lived life, and loved his family.
Sorry for your loss brotha,