Y'all crazy.
If the world was ending in 30 seconds would you want to know and worry those last 30 seconds, or continue to just be chill....
People really really really overvalue the truth, Especially in situations where the truth absolutely shatters our perceived happiness.
Like I truly get the wanting to know the truth. I too often seek the truth.... But as I'm getting older I see the wisdom in living the lie...
The thing is... The world is fucked up.... And even things in your life that aren't fucked up have the potential to get that way at any moment notice.
Any moment.
Any moment.
And life is short. It could also end in any moment.
Our entire lives all we strive for is happiness or what we THINK brings us happiness. It's tied to every conscious and sometimes unconscious decision we make.
Even when making choices we feel we have to make out of responsibility. We would much rather live in a home than the streets... So while I'm not happy I'm paying this high ass rent.. I am happy having shelter...
Ok, back to my point. Life can end in an moment. Anything that brings you happiness in life can end in an moment.
We may think we always want to know the truth. But we want happiness more than the truth. We want the truth because we believe the truth makes us happy. So we think we want it more...
But just look at us.... How many lies do we hold on to, just because they make us happy??
I ain't going to hm get into all of them... But I'll address Goldie's hypotheticals
I've been with my wife for almost 10 years now. We have two beautiful children. We're happy, we're deeply in love. I leave work tonight and die.
I die fully believing that my marriage is one of the best things going on in my life. I'm 100% good with that.
Say.... Right about..... Now..... My wife starts texting me confessing about an ongoing affair and how she's not happy, she's leaving with new boo. By the time I get home from work they will have been on the road for 4 hours and she's not telling me where she's going.
I still die on my way home..... But I am not fucking happy bruh. Like yea I know the truth.... But I would have much rather died with the lie..... Certain truths just ain't worth the pain....
I mean shit I love my food, and not one picture of animals beingb tutored abused... Not one
documentaryb about diesease from meats... None of that deters me. I like what I like.
They say shrimp are the roaches of the seas... I've said before.. If steamed roaches tasted this good....I wouldn't give a fuck about going in some nasty ass houses and stocking up