i didn't like 2 sleep studies,
i'm just fucked,
cpap helps.. but it doesn't really work, they don't thik surgery would really work either, my shit mad severe.. i sued to do the cpap, but i said fuck it,
it doesn't make that much of a difference and the shit is wild uncomfortable and loud..not to mention because of my severity that shit set on the higest level, and it's just blowing air into my face.....
if i ever do fall asleep, i'm constantly dreaming that i'm either falling, driving in a fast car, plane rollercoaster, or something with wind in m face, and my throat is dumb dry....
the shit done damn near suffocated me a few times too....
fuck that shit....
if it's my time to go, it's my time