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mike030270 said:
I think also when the IG page is set to private
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Ok, mines gone stay on private, not cause I don’t want people to see my posts but when you’re not on private, mad African and Arab scam accounts posing as models start following you and messaging you. I swear man once people see a way in getting money out of something, the quality of it goes way down hill.

YouTube is unbearable right now, from the ads, to the click bate titles, to people making videos acting like they have insider information and just reading the same press release that you can read. Instagram…man, I had to make a dummy account and follow shit with depth to have a pleasurable experience, otherwise it just Facebook without having to talk to other people.

Speaking of which, when I’m scrolling and I see a post that got pac, pun, big and Nipsey Hustle..come fam, one of these things is not like the other
 
Alle'Oop said:
Fam y’all gotta understand, the rational side of me be like, ima just leave her alone. I can go months without talking to her and be fine. But it’s just something in us as humans, we can’t break away from the feeling of wanting to love our mother. So whatever I’m beefing about, I’ll get over and give her another shot and without fail she do some shit that be having me thinking. You either rubbing my face in the past or you oblivious as fuck.

Just a few months ago she sent me..tell me why fam..she sent me photo copies of my birth certificate and social security card, like why you sending me this, I ain’t ask for this and I got copies. And why you got copies of my shit? And she sent me pics that my grandmother sent her and my honor roll certificates my grandmother sent her that she never even mentioned she had.

Why you fucking we me right now, you tryna remind me you wasn’t around for this shit? I be getting pissed thinking she deadass trolling me. And when I was on Facebook, I had reconnected with everyone and there was this kid that sent me a friend request that was all of their friends

I said kid but dude had to be in his mid to late 20’s. So I asked my sister, smack ..who is this nigga. My sister was like, oh that’s a dude that been around us, he like our surrogate lil brother..I did ass got bizarro world Zach tryna be my friend. My fucking replacement extending a dap like it’s all good.

If I wasn’t as stable as I am, I’d murder a lot of people. Told my therapist that if I wasn’t so unsure of what happens when we die, I’d kill a lot of people.
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I respect your for a couple of reasons
1. The honest and courage to post this
2. To not be a heavy drinker or drug user
3. To not act on those primal emotions of anger and confusion


Like you, I know a lot of cats dealing with similar issues.... Never exact, every person is unique.... But you are a positive person. You are doing the right thing. You are on the right path. You are a constructive member of society who is actively contributing to a better world.

As wild as some of the shit you say may be.... The world is a better place because you are the person you are instead of the person we all know you would be justified in being if you decided to....

I know a lot way more grimey niggaz that been thru less than you. You been thru a lot, and still choose good.

I'm telling you man to man, I think you the shit bruh. Always have the courage to choose happiness. I'd been cut my mom's off if I was your. My pops died without my number in his phone, or his in mines. No fucks given, cuz I made a decision long time ago, I'd rather be happy without homie than constantly stressed trying to deal with him. The shit I watched him put my siblings thru... Even as adults.....I know I woulda kilt that old man...I even know the space in my life I would have been in to do it. But, like I'm telling you, I decided to completely cut that man off in my teens....

Bruh.... For you, your peace, your continued pursuit towards your own happiness.....I think you should actively distance yourself
 
Alle'Oop said:
Nah he probably don’t but still. My sisters husband had tagged me in a post he made about my other sisters father. He had been around the sisters who ain’t come from him too so my younger sister call him dad and my other sisters grew to look at him like a dad but he was one of the motivators for my mother’s actions so I never fucked wit him.

So in the post my sister husband had tagged me in it calling dude our father. Hit my sister up and told her, tell that nigga to chill immediately. My sister was like chill wit what, I said tell that nigga don’t be calling that man my daddy. Our actual daddy ain’t shit but that nigga ain’t my daddy. And my sister was like well he ain’t know.

but then that pissed me off like, you don’t never explain why your baby brother the only one that don’t live up north to the nigga you married too? But then I figured I was just in my feelings about it so I ain’t held no animosity towards her.

I seent him afterwards at a barbecue later that year and thought we was gone have to fight about it but I guess it ain’t meant nothing to him, deadass thought we was gone have to fight, but he just played it like it ain’t never happen so I let it go.
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Yeah man, don't go around them people's...

You sitting there with anxiety..... Can't even relax and have fun.... Don't do that to yourself. You deserve better
 
Duwop said:
I respect your for a couple of reasons
1. The honest and courage to post this
2. To not be a heavy drinker or drug user
3. To not act on those primal emotions of anger and confusion


Like you, I know a lot of cats dealing with similar issues.... Never exact, every person is unique.... But you are a positive person. You are doing the right thing. You are on the right path. You are a constructive member of society who is actively contributing to a better world.

As wild as some of the shit you say may be.... The world is a better place because you are the person you are instead of the person we all know you would be justified in being if you decided to....

I know a lot way more grimey niggaz that been thru less than you. You been thru a lot, and still choose good.

I'm telling you man to man, I think you the shit bruh. Always have the courage to choose happiness. I'd been cut my mom's off if I was your. My pops died without my number in his phone, or his in mines. No fucks given, cuz I made a decision long time ago, I'd rather be happy without homie than constantly stressed trying to deal with him. The shit I watched him put my siblings thru... Even as adults.....I know I woulda kilt that old man...I even know the space in my life I would have been in to do it. But, like I'm telling you, I decided to completely cut that man off in my teens....

Bruh.... For you, your peace, your continued pursuit towards your own happiness.....I think you should actively distance yourself
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Respect
 
Alle'Oop said:
Ok, mines gone stay on private, not cause I don’t want people to see my posts but when you’re not on private, mad African and Arab scam accounts posing as models start following you and messaging you. I swear man once people see a way in getting money out of something, the quality of it goes way down hill.

YouTube is unbearable right now, from the ads, to the click bate titles, to people making videos acting like they have insider information and just reading the same press release that you can read. Instagram…man, I had to make a dummy account and follow shit with depth to have a pleasurable experience, otherwise it just Facebook without having to talk to other people.

Speaking of which, when I’m scrolling and I see a post that got pac, pun, big and Nipsey Hustle..come fam, one of these things is not like the other
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Ad blocker stops the video ads on youtube. For the longest, I didnt even know video ads were a thing until I started using my phone to sometimes watch youtube. I have it on my desktop and laptop.
 
Young_Chitlin said:
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No reason to be scared of dogs. Don't provoke them.

And understand they food at the end of the day. I deadass be looking at them niggas like "Yo ass some beef lo mein. Shut the fuck up, take this rub down and relax." The meanest dogs be cool with me I'm on my Cesar Milan shit.
 
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