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Didn’t wish my mom happy Mother’s Day, cause we cool and I let a lot of shit go. But in one of her latest visits I found out some shit that hurt me a lil.

When I was like 11 I was staying wit my aunt in like, I don’t even know what you would call it. It was like what a trailer park look like but it was old connected condos. But you can look at them shits and know, everyone out here struggling.

So one day my aunt came in the room and said some people outside for you. I go outside and it’s 3 old women, they are calling me by my name, and asking me questions, like they knew me. I’m just like yes ma’am no ma’am cause I don’t know these people.

Come to find out, 1 was my grandmother and the other two were my aunts, but I hadn’t seen them since I was 6 and didn’t know who they was. So they leave and shit, years later they told me they felt so bad when they seen me cause my clothes was tattered, I was ashy, my hair was nappy and uncut, and the home was busted.

but around that time I thought my mom was still struggling with drugs so I wasnt surprised she didn’t come when I found out who the women were. JUST LAST YEAR, come to find out this woman came down with them, sent them to go see me and stayed away.

This chick ain’t seen me since I was six, and actively avoided seeing me. Wasn’t even on drugs, she was on vacation, like seeing the nigga she sent away was gonna ruin her mood. And when she told me that she came down during that time. She said that shit mad matter of factly

So my thing is, you birthed me but you wasn’t no mother. And the funny thing is when she don’t get a happy Mother’s Day she be feeling some kinda way about it, like..the nerve of you to think I owe that shit

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Alle'Oop said:
Didn’t wish my mom happy Mother’s Day, cause we cool and I let a lot of shit go. But in one of her latest visits I found out some shit that hurt me a lil.

When I was like 11 I was staying wit my aunt in like, I don’t even know what you would call it. It was like what a trailer park look like but it was old connected condos. But you can look at them shits and know, everyone out here struggling.

So one day my aunt came in the room and said some people outside for you. I go outside and it’s 3 old women, they are calling me by my name, and asking me questions, like they knew me. I’m just like yes ma’am no ma’am cause I don’t know these people.

Come to find out, 1 was my grandmother and the other two were my aunts, but I hadn’t seen them since I was 6 and didn’t know who they was. So they leave and shit, years later they told me they felt so bad when they seen me cause my clothes was tattered, I was ashy, my hair was nappy and uncut, and the home was busted.

but around that time I thought my mom was still struggling with drugs so I wasnt surprised she didn’t come when I found out who the women were. JUST LAST YEAR, come to find out this woman came down with them, sent them to go see me and stayed away.

This chick ain’t seen me since I was six, and actively avoided seeing me. Wasn’t even on drugs, she was on vacation, like seeing the nigga she sent away was gonna ruin her mood. And when she told me that she came down during that time. She said that shit mad matter of factly

So my thing is, you birthed me but you wasn’t no mother. And the funny thing is when she don’t get a happy Mother’s Day she be feeling some kinda way about it, like..the nerve of you to think I owe that shit

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Let that shit go bro trust me
 
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Alle'Oop said:
Didn’t wish my mom happy Mother’s Day, cause we cool and I let a lot of shit go. But in one of her latest visits I found out some shit that hurt me a lil.

When I was like 11 I was staying wit my aunt in like, I don’t even know what you would call it. It was like what a trailer park look like but it was old connected condos. But you can look at them shits and know, everyone out here struggling.

So one day my aunt came in the room and said some people outside for you. I go outside and it’s 3 old women, they are calling me by my name, and asking me questions, like they knew me. I’m just like yes ma’am no ma’am cause I don’t know these people.

Come to find out, 1 was my grandmother and the other two were my aunts, but I hadn’t seen them since I was 6 and didn’t know who they was. So they leave and shit, years later they told me they felt so bad when they seen me cause my clothes was tattered, I was ashy, my hair was nappy and uncut, and the home was busted.

but around that time I thought my mom was still struggling with drugs so I wasnt surprised she didn’t come when I found out who the women were. JUST LAST YEAR, come to find out this woman came down with them, sent them to go see me and stayed away.

This chick ain’t seen me since I was six, and actively avoided seeing me. Wasn’t even on drugs, she was on vacation, like seeing the nigga she sent away was gonna ruin her mood. And when she told me that she came down during that time. She said that shit mad matter of factly

So my thing is, you birthed me but you wasn’t no mother. And the funny thing is when she don’t get a happy Mother’s Day she be feeling some kinda way about it, like..the nerve of you to think I owe that shit

:cry:
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She didn't do it to spite you, that's just who she is as a person....

You don't have to fuck with her ever.... But if you do decide to, just understand and be realistic about the person you dealing with. It's very likely any time you're around her something will be said or done that might trigger an emotional response like this.

My best advice, choose you. Cut ties. And don't feel bad about it ever.

Easier said than done.... But I wouldn't tell you nuffin I wouldn't do myself.
 
Alle'Oop said:
Didn’t wish my mom happy Mother’s Day, cause we cool and I let a lot of shit go. But in one of her latest visits I found out some shit that hurt me a lil.

When I was like 11 I was staying wit my aunt in like, I don’t even know what you would call it. It was like what a trailer park look like but it was old connected condos. But you can look at them shits and know, everyone out here struggling.

So one day my aunt came in the room and said some people outside for you. I go outside and it’s 3 old women, they are calling me by my name, and asking me questions, like they knew me. I’m just like yes ma’am no ma’am cause I don’t know these people.

Come to find out, 1 was my grandmother and the other two were my aunts, but I hadn’t seen them since I was 6 and didn’t know who they was. So they leave and shit, years later they told me they felt so bad when they seen me cause my clothes was tattered, I was ashy, my hair was nappy and uncut, and the home was busted.

but around that time I thought my mom was still struggling with drugs so I wasnt surprised she didn’t come when I found out who the women were. JUST LAST YEAR, come to find out this woman came down with them, sent them to go see me and stayed away.

This chick ain’t seen me since I was six, and actively avoided seeing me. Wasn’t even on drugs, she was on vacation, like seeing the nigga she sent away was gonna ruin her mood. And when she told me that she came down during that time. She said that shit mad matter of factly

So my thing is, you birthed me but you wasn’t no mother. And the funny thing is when she don’t get a happy Mother’s Day she be feeling some kinda way about it, like..the nerve of you to think I owe that shit

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Damn bro but for real she might’ve been super guilty and being a fiend they can’t process shit the same way
 
Duwop said:
It's very likely any time you're around her something will be said or done that might trigger an emotional response like this.

My best advice, choose you. Cut ties. And don't feel bad about it ever.

Easier said than done.... But I wouldn't tell you nuffin I wouldn't do myself.
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Hellczar said:
Damn bro but for real she might’ve been super guilty and being a fiend they can’t process shit the same way
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Duwop said:
She didn't do it to spite you, that's just who she is as a person....

You don't have to fuck with her ever.... But if you do decide to, just understand and be realistic about the person you dealing with. It's very likely any time you're around her something will be said or done that might trigger an emotional response like this.

My best advice, choose you. Cut ties. And don't feel bad about it ever.

Easier said than done.... But I wouldn't tell you nuffin I wouldn't do myself.
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Elzo69Renaissance said:
Let that shit go bro trust me
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Fam y’all gotta understand, the rational side of me be like, ima just leave her alone. I can go months without talking to her and be fine. But it’s just something in us as humans, we can’t break away from the feeling of wanting to love our mother. So whatever I’m beefing about, I’ll get over and give her another shot and without fail she do some shit that be having me thinking. You either rubbing my face in the past or you oblivious as fuck.

Just a few months ago she sent me..tell me why fam..she sent me photo copies of my birth certificate and social security card, like why you sending me this, I ain’t ask for this and I got copies. And why you got copies of my shit? And she sent me pics that my grandmother sent her and my honor roll certificates my grandmother sent her that she never even mentioned she had.

Why you fucking we me right now, you tryna remind me you wasn’t around for this shit? I be getting pissed thinking she deadass trolling me. And when I was on Facebook, I had reconnected with everyone and there was this kid that sent me a friend request that was all of their friends

I said kid but dude had to be in his mid to late 20’s. So I asked my sister, smack ..who is this nigga. My sister was like, oh that’s a dude that been around us, he like our surrogate lil brother..I did ass got bizarro world Zach tryna be my friend. My fucking replacement extending a dap like it’s all good.

If I wasn’t as stable as I am, I’d murder a lot of people. Told my therapist that if I wasn’t so unsure of what happens when we die, I’d kill a lot of people.
 
One some good new tho, last night I got buzzed and had the munchies and wanting a barbecue burger. First thing this morning I go to the store, get some shit to grill, grill it, got some caronas and damn if that food ain’t hit the spot, I’m bout to play some fallout 4 and chill under a fan right now
 
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They made a documentary? They’ve made 2 movies about it shortly after it

Lots of gas stations started using shit to surround the area to block the views. Lol kids at school were running to and from the school busses and the school buildings
 
Alle'Oop said:
One some good new tho, last night I got buzzed and had the munchies and wanting a barbecue burger. First thing this morning I go to the store, get some shit to grill, grill it, got some caronas and damn if that food ain’t hit the spot, I’m bout to play some fallout 4 and chill under a fan right now
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my nigga....i aint never woke up and immediately acted on yesterday's munchie vibe....thats kinda trill if you ask me

self care at the highest level.....ima scratch this itch no matter if its tomorrow, g
 
Alle'Oop said:
Fam y’all gotta understand, the rational side of me be like, ima just leave her alone. I can go months without talking to her and be fine. But it’s just something in us as humans, we can’t break away from the feeling of wanting to love our mother. So whatever I’m beefing about, I’ll get over and give her another shot and without fail she do some shit that be having me thinking. You either rubbing my face in the past or you oblivious as fuck.

Just a few months ago she sent me..tell me why fam..she sent me photo copies of my birth certificate and social security card, like why you sending me this, I ain’t ask for this and I got copies. And why you got copies of my shit? And she sent me pics that my grandmother sent her and my honor roll certificates my grandmother sent her that she never even mentioned she had.

Why you fucking we me right now, you tryna remind me you wasn’t around for this shit? I be getting pissed thinking she deadass trolling me. And when I was on Facebook, I had reconnected with everyone and there was this kid that sent me a friend request that was all of their friends

I said kid but dude had to be in his mid to late 20’s. So I asked my sister, smack ..who is this nigga. My sister was like, oh that’s a dude that been around us, he like our surrogate lil brother..I did ass got bizarro world Zach tryna be my friend. My fucking replacement extending a dap like it’s all good.

If I wasn’t as stable as I am, I’d murder a lot of people. Told my therapist that if I wasn’t so unsure of what happens when we die, I’d kill a lot of people.
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The lil brother dude probably don’t know how deep it is and I feel you she letting you down over and over and idk if she oblivious because if the drugs and don’t know if it helps if she is
 
1/2 said:
my nigga....i aint never woke up and immediately acted on yesterday's munchie vibe....thats kinda trill if you ask me

self care at the highest level.....ima scratch this itch no matter if its tomorrow, g
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That shit happens to me all the time

Its 50/50 if its gonna be as hood as you thought tho

Sometimes it hit the spot *cauliflower rice* other times its the worst shit in the world *plant based sausage*
 
Hellczar said:
The lil brother dude probably don’t know how deep it is and I feel you she letting you down over and over and idk if she oblivious because if the drugs and don’t know if it helps if she is
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Nah he probably don’t but still. My sisters husband had tagged me in a post he made about my other sisters father. He had been around the sisters who ain’t come from him too so my younger sister call him dad and my other sisters grew to look at him like a dad but he was one of the motivators for my mother’s actions so I never fucked wit him.

So in the post my sister husband had tagged me in it calling dude our father. Hit my sister up and told her, tell that nigga to chill immediately. My sister was like chill wit what, I said tell that nigga don’t be calling that man my daddy. Our actual daddy ain’t shit but that nigga ain’t my daddy. And my sister was like well he ain’t know.

but then that pissed me off like, you don’t never explain why your baby brother the only one that don’t live up north to the nigga you married too? But then I figured I was just in my feelings about it so I ain’t held no animosity towards her.

I seent him afterwards at a barbecue later that year and thought we was gone have to fight about it but I guess it ain’t meant nothing to him, deadass thought we was gone have to fight, but he just played it like it ain’t never happen so I let it go.
 
Chicity said:
That shit happens to me all the time

Its 50/50 if its gonna be as hood as you thought tho

Sometimes it hit the spot *cauliflower rice* other times its the worst shit in the world *plant based sausage*
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nah you know we get down lol....i've had an idea for a meal later in the week or something but it wasnt a munchie idea lol

I wouldnt be trying health shit either way....if im on that it doesnt matter what im eating, im just putting it down
 
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