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So yo, da wife had a physical and they found a growth on her kidney. The day she came back from the hospital and told me about it. I had that morning a scheduled visit to get a massage cause of back pain.

So she came home and told me about it, I gave her some encouragement and told her that she'll be ok. Then I bounced and went and got my massage. I came back home later and she was upset saying that I'm acting like I don't care.

I told her, we don't know as of yet what the issue is. They found it today but who knows how long it's been there. You been feeling fine, so don't let the knowledge of this make you think that your sick. I told her I'm not the type of person that's gonna mourn you while you are alive. Let's wait to find out what we need to find out and go from there. It's not that I don't care, it's just that getting over emotional about what ifs don't help me or her.

So she still feeling some kinda, fast forward to a day or so ago. She finds out that it's cancer, but she don't have the same energy as before. I hear her speak to her family about it, and they are emotional. But she's hitting them with the energy I gave her, it's a concern but stay strong and positive.

Even using to them some of the shit I told her, so she's bascially become me for them. And it's like,..

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Your gonna try to make me feel fucked up for expressing that viewpoint to you. But you internalized it, used it to strengthen your resolve. And then turned and expressed it to others to show them that you are strong so, so should they be for you.

I'm here on some, your giving people the impression that I'm not there for you cause im not an emotional wreck like some hoe ass nigga.

But then, it's clear that me being there for you the way that I am. Is partly how you've gained the mindset to keep it together and be strong for those falling apart around you.

And I gotta just eat that, the strongest amongst us, be the most alone. And people don't realize just how strong you are until you die. And without you, they remember how weak they are.

That's why you see crocodile tears at funerals, they ain't crying over you. They cryin over themselves.

This why you need meds. No filter
 
Yo, I'm dying right now....

My homegirl posted a video on Facebook of these two blacks giving this white the beats in a casino and another chick commented who the nigga with the shoes off,

Me laughing say, o that was probably me...u know how I do, and she bring up some old shit... Like at Lillie party??

I'm like hunh?? I forgot about that, them years is a blur

How bout she said I showed up to this chick birthday party sweating like shit with a stretched out wife beater and no fucks to give


Yo o been laughing like 10 mins cuz that sounded like some shit y'all would say
 
I sent her a message inviting her to the site,

Easily one the funniest females I ever met
 
Yo, I'm dying right now....

My homegirl posted a video on Facebook of these two blacks giving this white the beats in a casino and another chick commented who the nigga with the shoes off,

Me laughing say, o that was probably me...u know how I do, and she bring up some old shit... Like at Lillie party??

I'm like hunh?? I forgot about that, them years is a blur

How bout she said I showed up to this chick birthday party sweating like shit with a stretched out wife beater and no fucks to give


Yo o been laughing like 10 mins cuz that sounded like some shit y'all would say
Damn g you sound racist
 
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