IIght this bout to be pretty lengthy only because I don't particularly like talking about religion as it often gets argumentative, and as i mentioned earlier in this post... it's the philosophy of Christ's Teachings that really has my heart in Christianity. I know people love to argue scripture, law, and punishment when it comes to religion, but i love to debate the meanings and interpretations of the parables and stories...What dot hey mean towards the greater good of man.....
Some of my favorite stories are the ones where acts of love and faith were displayed. The friends that pulled the roof off of a home so that their boy could see Jesus.., bruh i wrote a few essays on that for my pastor years ago.....i don't have them anymore, but i wouldn't be surprised if someone has them. Of course the prodigal son, and many others I just don't wanna take too much in this already long post. But that's what I truly love of about Christianity, and I can agree it has a lot to do with accessibility and exposure. But I have read the Quran a few times, there's still one in my room. But I've also read a lot about Buddhism, Taoism, Hindu....all types of stuff..... I also read a lot of Plato and Socrates, I've read Inferno a bunch of times, and I also read a lot of Bertrand Russell. Bertrand Russell is a very famous atheist and I read his essay on why i am not a christian many many times, I own a copy of that as well. As well as quite a few of other Bertrand books that are littered around my roomy. And as I've said before I've read a lot of Anne Rice, who the church damn nears hates, because sooooooo much of work is heavily influenced by her catholic and religious beliefs... My favorite book of hers is Memnoch the devil, where she pretty much perverts the entire concept of God, Jesus, and the Devil in the most beautiful way possible. Easily my favorite book of all time, and I don't know how anyone can read it and not almost immediately question everything. Cuz she was hitting on all cylinders in that book. It was like it was specifically written for young people who felt lost in the church.
But Ultimately what really got me back in the Church, was just my own philosophy. I figured if God did exist and he wanted us to be aware of him. He would certainly use divine intervention to push man in the direction of him. And considering how powerful he is, it would be pretty obvious. It just made sense to be a Christian at that point. Sure man is going to try to make a profit off of everything, and his overwhelming desire to control will have it's influence on things as well.
It's my doubt in man that allows me to pick and choose what parts of the bible I am more attracted to. People are always going to gravitate to the information that supports their way of thinking. And the Bible is literally full of that. If you consider Jesus Christ a good person. Good like what Plato talks about in the Republic, the good life, the perfect man, all that shit....then To read learn and understand his parables in my opinion is the price of admission right there. At the core that's why I'm a Christian. I want to live a life that is as good and pure as I possibly can. Christ provides that example for me.