My moms came to town this weekend, me and my moms before the last couple years never been on real good terms. Just recently through meditation, medication, and therapy. I've elevated my mindfulness to come to the ability to enjoy her and i relationship till either one of us is gone.
This trip the first time I really ask about shit in the past. Found out so much shit that explains so much shit. So much dark shit on both sides of the family. Found out her pops tried burn down the house wit her, her mom, and her sisters in the home. While he watched outside, cause my grandmother was a lil bit of a....ya mean.
You know why a nigga might wanna kill the baby moms and kids, dont gotta explain that. And hrough my aunt's co signs while shes telling these stories. My aunt pulling pulling out pistols, holding blades to niggaz necks. DEA raids at crack houses, lol..Nicky Barnes killing some nigga that pistol whipped my deceased uncle.
So much info about a bunch of family in general..like,..I cant even be mad at mufuckas being unfunctional.
But tell you what..bop and fuck nigga behavior been a thing..
I am here as a result of bop and fuck nigga behavior
