Plap just needs a woman and a reason to stay out the way.
Kids, a home, a job, a goddamn pet....something.
If you never get anything in your life you value more then that quick cash, you'll never stop wanting that shit.
I still be mad about lil material shit i feel like im supposed to get faster, but I'd never crash out and leave my kids hanging for it.
OH and you should probably move. Image is another thing that keeps you tied to that shit.
If you known as a d boy and go back around all the same people you feel the need to play your role or risk looking like you "fell off" or "acting funny".
Get the fuck outta there brah. Its a relief to get a new view sometimes. You can just focus and find some peace.
Hit a boring lil town up north somewhere and find a big ole cougar lookin for love. She'll get you on at the chicken plant with her brother. (ya'll probably laughing at the examples but im bein real lol)
It gets greater later mane.