My homeboy in prison.. Literally the whole reason I met my wife. Dude was an absolute menace, and he did that this shit that got him in prison. And it breaks my heart that he's there.... But I swear this whole life journey would have been much more fun had he not fucked up.
I'm raising his daughter right now, so I talk to him every now n then. He keep telling me to put money on my phone for him to call me... But I just don't. It's like talking to a ghost.
I wrote a really nice letter to the parole board at his first hearing. And he be like that shit put tears in his eyes. And I'm like bruh... Shit real out here. Imma get it done regardless, but I was basically telling them they need to let this nigga out so I don't gotta carry the weight of all this family shit on my back alone.
I'm really in the process of building, establishing, and designing my family structure with myself in the middle of it. And outside of my wife... Ain't really nobody else on that kinda time. I know for a fact he'd be on that shit too, cuz as bad as he went... My nigga was definitely about family.
Also I miss him for the dumb shit.. most people don't get my savage sense of humor... A lotta y'all do, which is why I stay coming back to the forums... But I routinely joke about shit that niggaz would easily get blocked for on IG/FB
I'm really a do well person, but I some times inexplicably go real hard about shit. And few people really get why.
I get in my zones where I just don't have peers sometimes. And when I tell people that shit they look at me crazy, cuz I'm mad sociable and seem to have a lotta friends. But when it comes down to it..... Most people that are my friends... They really not like me... Ain't too many people who really get and understand me.
I know my wife low key relieved he's in prison. Cuz she knows we used to be wild when niggaz was out. I still gotta few homies from back n the day who are home, and we hang every now n then... But it's not the same.
He prolly be home in another 10 years or so. I think shit still gonna be cool
He definitely threw away his 30's and 40's... But I'm sure we can still do some quality shit in our 50's when he comes home... Hopefully he definitely too old for that street shit and keeps it 100% family