Bruh, this is a wild explanation from a simple observation.
You've mentioned this topic more than just twice in the past 72 hours.... You've mentioned it enough over as long enough period of time that it's easy to observe that you've been thinking about it.
So much so, that you asked if random supplements were blue chew.
There's no skewed perspective there. You're filling in blanks that don't exist. There's no need for a deep philosophical dive on my internal happiness based on an observation.
I'm asking who you tryna convince, cuz I see the same thing everyone else sees, but your explanation is trying to make it seem like that's not what I'm seeing and I have some kinda skewed perspective attached to right, wrong, inferior, superior, and the rest of your break down.
That's way too many words for something that's easy to pick up on... So that's why I asked, who you tryna convince with that long explanation.
Again, it's cool. No judgement buddy. I was just making a comment about something you seem eager to talk about.
My bad if it triggered a reaction outta you. I didn't know it was a sensitive subject.
You think I care far too much..
You wanna know though how my subjective thought process I have had affected my ability to enjoy things?
So I go to this really nice hotel in Savannah, nicer than I feel comfortable being in. Not that I feel lesser than, I just don’t like fancy and dainty because it’s not me.
So I’m with this chick we arrive and the room is not ready we are told. So we at are chilling in the lobby area and the head receptionist kept looking at me.
So she comes over to us and tells us that she is sorry for the trouble, will upgrade us and gave us some champagne. Then she takes all around the hotel and upstairs in another part to see the pool roof top restaurant.
I asked her if a store was near by to get some blacks and she starts assuming I smoke weed, offering to hook me and smoke with me. By the end of the tour, she tells us she’s changing our room to a better room available now.
We get there and the room is small and I feel played. I feel like she saw us chilling, thought we were suckers, wanted to use the room for someone else and played us out of position.
Objectively I thought that because I grew up around people like that and it’s hard for me to experience someone as being genuinely nice.
I say that to say, today I saw a video someone posted of the room in the area we were initially going to be in. The shit looks the exact same as the room we had.
My subjective thought process was wrong but I understand why thought that way
