This Ain’t Random Enough

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We were and are so fortunate that social media didn’t exist when we were kids.

I was remembering some shit, where a cousin of mine had an air soft gun that look like an authentic piece. And they were just playing around with it.

And after they were done I went to go grab it and they all lunged at me and yelled no!! Like I was a dog or something.

And I was insulted, like why I can’t hold the gun and them niggaz said, cause you the type of nigga to pull that out on a nigga like it’s a real gun. And get yourself shot by a nigga wit a real gun.

And I remember being hurt, cause how could yall think so horrible of me. But, I had a few flashbacks recently. …and I think them niggaz was right. I was that stupid
 
Anyone else feel like, like a great analogy for life.

Is, growing up in a family or an environment that loves hunting. And all of your young life. You’re taught to be a skilled hunter. Not just a skilled hunter, a ethically skilled hunter.

And you’re told the reasons to be an ethical hunter. And you go on several hunts under supervision and which you learn to hunt the right way and respect nature, animals, and the kill, right.

Then one day you go out on your own and it’s like you leave a game lobby and hit the playing field, and everyone is just doing fuck all. Not respecting the hunt, nature, “the rules”..and so you have to learn that just cause they are that way you don’t have to be.

So one day you go out to hunt and the fucking deer walks right up to your barrel. And stairs right at you, like it has no awareness at all. You can’t live with yourself to just body that cause you been taught to respect the hunt.

And then you realize, why those other hunters are the way they are. So,..but you, you ain’t gonna become them. Right..

So, you spend months looking for the right buck, a buck that it would be honorable to hunt and take down. You find it, you stalk it, you have it in your sights.

And some fuck nigga throws a grenade at it. Months of work…some fuck nigga just threw a grenade at.

But you know…it ain’t tricking if you got it
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We were and are so fortunate that social media didn’t exist when we were kids.

I was remembering some shit, where a cousin of mine had an air soft gun that look like an authentic piece. And they were just playing around with it.

And after they were done I went to go grab it and they all lunged at me and yelled no!! Like I was a dog or something.

And I was insulted, like why I can’t hold the gun and them niggaz said, cause you the type of nigga to pull that out on a nigga like it’s a real gun. And get yourself shot by a nigga wit a real gun.

And I remember being hurt, cause how could yall think so horrible of me. But, I had a few flashbacks recently. …and I think them niggaz was right. I was that stupid
You always do this when people give you honest reflections. You've accused me like 5 times of thinking bad of you, and I just be tryna have a conversation about the random shit you be talking about
 
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You always do this when people give you honest reflections. You've accused me like 5 times of thinking bad of you, and I just be tryna have a conversation about the random shit you be talking about
You know what’s wild man, i can’t reconcile how i think i am, and how other people perceive me to be. I mean that like, i think im for a lack of a better way to say it. A square, uneventful ass nigga.

But apparently that’s not the way people I know perceive, case in point, I’m on a joint call with all my sister and I’m talking about something and said, that scared me.

They all kinda gasp, and I ask what happened, and they said, we cant imagine you being afraid of nothing. I told them, what, that’s ridiculous, I’m afraid all the time.

I said maybe yall think I’m always brave but it may have been something else. I asked them to give me examples and everything they told me wasn’t nothing to be afraid of, to me, it’s not courage, that shit is just nothing to be afraid of.

And they said, to normal people it is, they said what are you afraid of, I said I’m afraid of taking a nap too long, and the sun goes down and the blinds are open, and now people know what I have in my house.

Not that I’m worry about them judging me, but niggaz will know what’s worth stealing. And they were like, you’re so brave that your normal fears are people’s worst nightmares.

And people’s normal fears are minor inconveniences to you. And I wish I could wrap my mind around that
 
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You know what’s wild man, i can’t reconcile how i think i am, and how other people perceive me to be. I mean that like, i think im for a lack of a better way to say it. A square, uneventful ass nigga.

But apparently that’s not the way people I know perceive, case in point, I’m on a joint call with all my sister and I’m talking about something and said, that scared me.

They all kinda gasp, and I ask what happened, and they said, we cant imagine you being afraid of nothing. I told them, what, that’s ridiculous, I’m afraid all the time.

I said maybe yall think I’m always brave but it may have been something else. I asked them to give me examples and everything they told me wasn’t nothing to be afraid of, to me, it’s not courage, that shit is just nothing to be afraid of.

And they said, to normal people it is, they said what are you afraid of, I said I’m afraid of taking a nap too long, and the sun goes down and the blinds are open, and now people know what I have in my house.

Not that I’m worry about them judging me, but niggaz will know what’s worth stealing. And they were like, you’re so brave that your normal fears are people’s worst nightmares.

And people’s normal fears are minor inconveniences to you. And I wish I could wrap my mind around that
Maybe it's me. ..

But I missed all this shit 🤕
 
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