She has an issue with people dying, you know what she said about Riley's death. You saw how she felt about Tess, Henry and Sam so what's the reason to add more people. If she finds out later then you take that hit but hopefully before that happens she has found a reason to livelol @Chi-Town B tryna make excuses and justify being a lying piece of shit.
Joel did what he did.. he should be able to stand on it. Lying to her helps no-one but Joel. Selfish