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Reesey said:
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Cory - my brother - 3 years my Jr.
Daniel - our cousin - 4 years my Jr.

Cory and Daniel were best friends growing up. We were all tight. Parents were drugged out so we were all we had.

I left the hood when I graduated at 15. Cory didn't want to leave with me, so he stayed.

When we got older Cory fell into a bad state of depression so he moved in with Daniel just to have someone around. He felt stuck in the hood where we grew up but never felt comfortable anywhere else. I moved him out with me in whatever state I was in plenty of times, he always went back.

Daniel - got in with some gangs, to feel less of a PUNK @$$ that we all knew him to be. He was frail and couldn't really fight so folks use to pick on him all the time. I stayed fighting Africans for Daniel, which in turn didn't help your cause when your female cousin is fighting your battles for you. he thought banging would remove all of that.

Word got back to Cory and as a cousin he confronted Daniel on some: "You not about to be apart of no gang ish. Your family is your gang little n*gga". They started arguing. (according to the testimony from Daniels girlfriend who lived in the house as well) Daniel took off on Cory and Cory put hands on him. Beat his @$$ in front of his girl, told him he loved him and that he would do this every day if he had to - to get him right, then left.

That night, Cory came back home lit, from a party. Daniel wouldn't open the door. Cory started yelling and getting pissed off, decided to try and come through the back window. He breaks it to get in and starts yelling and Daniel for not opening the door.

Daniel starts talking about how he aint no punk and he from whatever set and he don't let nobody put hands on him. Cory was like "n*gga GTFOH wit that BS, you aint from ish". Daniel pulled out a gun ... pointed it at Cory, daniel's GF crying and said that Cory said "that's what I thought, straight B*tch, can't even throw hands. Only B*tche's pull out weapons on they fam" - From there.... the stories get all F'd up.

According to the GF Daniel was trying to shoot a warning shot up in the air and the bullet "accidentally" hit my brother. But the first confession call Daniel made to my dad was that he was high, drunk and Cory really scared him and he didn't mean to do it.

But at the end of it all, my brother had a bullet in his head and my cousin was on the run the rest of the night. Turned himself in the next day and claimed self defense.

Although Cory lived there as well, the broken window and the fact that he beat him up earlier that day, coupled with the testimony for my cousin from his side of the fam, was enough for that defense to stick.
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That's so sad :( Hope your heart heals from that tragic situation, sis
 
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Reesey said:
Story

Cory - my brother - 3 years my Jr.
Daniel - our cousin - 4 years my Jr.

Cory and Daniel were best friends growing up. We were all tight. Parents were drugged out so we were all we had.

I left the hood when I graduated at 15. Cory didn't want to leave with me, so he stayed.

When we got older Cory fell into a bad state of depression so he moved in with Daniel just to have someone around. He felt stuck in the hood where we grew up but never felt comfortable anywhere else. I moved him out with me in whatever state I was in plenty of times, he always went back.

Daniel - got in with some gangs, to feel less of a PUNK @$$ that we all knew him to be. He was frail and couldn't really fight so folks use to pick on him all the time. I stayed fighting Africans for Daniel, which in turn didn't help your cause when your female cousin is fighting your battles for you. he thought banging would remove all of that.

Word got back to Cory and as a cousin he confronted Daniel on some: "You not about to be apart of no gang ish. Your family is your gang little n*gga". They started arguing. (according to the testimony from Daniels girlfriend who lived in the house as well) Daniel took off on Cory and Cory put hands on him. Beat his @$$ in front of his girl, told him he loved him and that he would do this every day if he had to - to get him right, then left.

That night, Cory came back home lit, from a party. Daniel wouldn't open the door. Cory started yelling and getting pissed off, decided to try and come through the back window. He breaks it to get in and starts yelling and Daniel for not opening the door.

Daniel starts talking about how he aint no punk and he from whatever set and he don't let nobody put hands on him. Cory was like "n*gga GTFOH wit that BS, you aint from ish". Daniel pulled out a gun ... pointed it at Cory, daniel's GF crying and said that Cory said "that's what I thought, straight B*tch, can't even throw hands. Only B*tche's pull out weapons on they fam" - From there.... the stories get all F'd up.

According to the GF Daniel was trying to shoot a warning shot up in the air and the bullet "accidentally" hit my brother. But the first confession call Daniel made to my dad was that he was high, drunk and Cory really scared him and he didn't mean to do it.

But at the end of it all, my brother had a bullet in his head and my cousin was on the run the rest of the night. Turned himself in the next day and claimed self defense.

Although Cory lived there as well, the broken window and the fact that he beat him up earlier that day, coupled with the testimony for my cousin from his side of the fam, was enough for that defense to stick.
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That's tough!! I wouldn't know what to do.
 
Reesey said:
Story

Cory - my brother - 3 years my Jr.
Daniel - our cousin - 4 years my Jr.

Cory and Daniel were best friends growing up. We were all tight. Parents were drugged out so we were all we had.

I left the hood when I graduated at 15. Cory didn't want to leave with me, so he stayed.

When we got older Cory fell into a bad state of depression so he moved in with Daniel just to have someone around. He felt stuck in the hood where we grew up but never felt comfortable anywhere else. I moved him out with me in whatever state I was in plenty of times, he always went back.

Daniel - got in with some gangs, to feel less of a PUNK @$$ that we all knew him to be. He was frail and couldn't really fight so folks use to pick on him all the time. I stayed fighting Africans for Daniel, which in turn didn't help your cause when your female cousin is fighting your battles for you. he thought banging would remove all of that.

Word got back to Cory and as a cousin he confronted Daniel on some: "You not about to be apart of no gang ish. Your family is your gang little n*gga". They started arguing. (according to the testimony from Daniels girlfriend who lived in the house as well) Daniel took off on Cory and Cory put hands on him. Beat his @$$ in front of his girl, told him he loved him and that he would do this every day if he had to - to get him right, then left.

That night, Cory came back home lit, from a party. Daniel wouldn't open the door. Cory started yelling and getting pissed off, decided to try and come through the back window. He breaks it to get in and starts yelling and Daniel for not opening the door.

Daniel starts talking about how he aint no punk and he from whatever set and he don't let nobody put hands on him. Cory was like "n*gga GTFOH wit that BS, you aint from ish". Daniel pulled out a gun ... pointed it at Cory, daniel's GF crying and said that Cory said "that's what I thought, straight B*tch, can't even throw hands. Only B*tche's pull out weapons on they fam" - From there.... the stories get all F'd up.

According to the GF Daniel was trying to shoot a warning shot up in the air and the bullet "accidentally" hit my brother. But the first confession call Daniel made to my dad was that he was high, drunk and Cory really scared him and he didn't mean to do it.

But at the end of it all, my brother had a bullet in his head and my cousin was on the run the rest of the night. Turned himself in the next day and claimed self defense.

Although Cory lived there as well, the broken window and the fact that he beat him up earlier that day, coupled with the testimony for my cousin from his side of the fam, was enough for that defense to stick.
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Smh. Wow.
 
We got into a whole big ass debate about hate and forgiveness on the IC before....

i don't know if niggaz didn't understand my point of view or just flat out disagreed with it....i think they didn't understand me, cuz niggaz stayed sayign shit that i was very particular about not being the point.....

forgiveness is never for the person that hurt....forgiveness is always for you....

you don't even have to let a person know you forgave them....cuz the forgiveness is never for their benefit......

i have many issues with forgiveness, but i'm learning and i'm aspiring to be more forgiving in life because i want to be a better person.....this goes in line with a lot of my looking at christianity as more of a life philosophy than many others look at it......


because i feel forgiveness is an internal thing....i would hope that if someone took someone important i would have it in my heart to forgive them.... not for their benefit.....i can give a fuck less... but for my own benefit.....

i am extremely self aware and i know what i can and cannot do......

once i've made sense of something in my head and given myself justification....i can go through with a lotta fucked up shit....have done in the past, and i'm quite sure it's still in me......if i was placed in an impossible situation....i'm not going to be okay.....

i consider myself a dangerous person, and i know i'm impulsive as fuck....i know i can't allow myself to go around hating someone or targeting my anger on one person... it's just not a good look...


i've never completely went off the edge, but i've been close a whole lotta times....and i will say ...it's a rush.....you kinda almost want to take it the next step just outta curiosity if you can go through with it...

i know that shit's there...i've seen it, and truly it scares me....so yea....i do my best to try to think in the mindset of forgiveness......

and the reason i'm always pushing that on other people.....cuz that same darkness....it's in everybody......even if they don't know it...

if you're ever in doubt.....just step back and listen when people were talking about the cleveland shooter.....or God forbid something happens to a child...

the responses you get from people.....good people..peaceful people......just take the context out of the situation....forget there was a wrong done and just look at their words and stand them next to the person saying them......


that shit comes from a place... a very dark place that exists in all of us.....

now i know that most people are just venting cuz they're upset or hurt..... but what happens when they have the means and the opportunity to carry out those things....

i saw someone post some shit about torturing the dude who shot ole boy in cleveland.....

and my first thoughts are "are you really capable of torturing someone tho? like if you had a place to take them....and the opportunity presented itself to go after them....would you really abduct the cleveland killer......restrain them forcibly.....and inflict pain on them just for the sake of inflicting pain.....just to see them suffer....and watch them and completely detach yourself from the pain you're inflicting... are you really about that life?"

....that's what i wanna ask.....so i mean...i know pain and loss hurts....

but be careful where that shit takes you......and always remember that it's okay to forgive and rid yourself of those dark thoughts... because they can consume you......

i gotta homeboy doing life right now for some shit he let consume him and fester on his heart...only thing was he was the type of person that if something stayed on his heart long enough he was going to go through with it
 
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