Part of the conversation I had the other day with my sister (the one that's just short of her PhD in Psych) revealed that I'm most likely hit full burnout from the events of the last 13-14 years. And after looking into it, yeah, I think she's right. I have zero motivation to do anything, even playing video games, which I've been doing the majority of my life. I basically get up, go through the motions of my morning routine, make breakfast, sit on my PC looking for jobs and posting here and on FB, lunch, sit on my PC looking for jobs and posting here and on FB, make dinner, sit on my PC looking for jobs and posting here and on FB, maybe watch an hour or so of TV, and go to bed.
I've have the power input board for one of my recording consoles sitting on the counter in my kitchen in my makeshift soldering station for just over a year now. I've tried to make the repairs to it exactly once, ran into an issue desoldering the first component to be replaced, and haven't been back to it ever since. I had to sell off the majority of my recording equipment so I could fly out to Vegas the last day of Feb and it barely raised an eyebrow 'cause I haven't really been using it other than as a listening station when I buy vinyl for years. Bought a drawing pad and art supplies about 6 months ago but still haven't done a thing with it and I've slowly stopped going to the gym, stagnating my weight loss.
The trick, now, is figuring out how to get out of this place and back to something that resembles "normal".
