Ugh, I know y'all not safe... So I can't even vent what I'm feeling....
But
Fuck it....
I low key hate, but also am extremely fascinated and very prideful about my natural charm.
I am not a flirt... I've never been a flirt.... But I'm funny, and I'm interesting, and people in general just like talking to me.
My strongest professional skill is easily customer service. I've literally survived in life because I know how to talk to people, and get them to like me. It's my talent. There's literally no other explanation... You shine a magnifying glass on my entire life, and you will clearly see my ability to get people to like me is the absolute strongest contributing factor to everything I have.
Which is especially beneficial because humans are social beings. But every now n then it kinda catches me off guard response I get when people discover I'm a cool ass person to have a conversation with
My perspective and sense of humor is pretty appealing to most people... And at this big ole age, I'm kinda used to just getting along with people and having fun in life...
But whenever an new female seems to be... attracted to that personality trait... It always catches me off guard.
Like I really just be geeking and having fun with life... Please... Please... Don't like me. Like I do not need admirers... It's always a problem. Which sometimes forces me to not really open up in social environments like work... But I've been on this new job for life 7 months now... And I think i gotta readjust how I interact... Way too many women think we are way cooler than we really are.
I've always heard hospitals are like the worst places to work...got damn I'm seeing it now.
