It's easy to see what happened here. The conservative white dudes are growing up with a lot of pressure, because who they are supposed to be is already set in stone. He probably went on a Morman retreat and met someone, or a group of people, who were nothing like he was taught they would be. Could have been something as small as him walking into a gas station and a Black person holding the door open in front of him, to him meeting a beautiful Black woman with beautiful skin and a beautiful smile, and they connected, both knowing the rules in the JCLS church, that they could associate, but could never procreate. Now he's woke, coming back around a bunch of sleep walkers, and the fucked up shit they say about "others" hits him different now. He even thinks to himself to say "Not cool bro", like a cool ass white dude, but knows that any nigger loving activities will be reported to his church counselor and he'll have to be "fixed". In Call Of Duty lobbies, he doesn't join in when his buddy's go HAM with the N word. He's engaging in all the normal activities with people he grew up loving, but everything they say about others is slowly eating away at him. He's even made some buddies he knows he can't tell his white friends about. Online with them, the atmosphere is N word with the hard R free, because he knows it's their word. They talk about what schools they go to. What they plan to do with their lives. How much of a pussy Trump is. He hops into the Call of Duty lobby one day and one of his buddies says, "Aww shit, that nigga Tyler is on". One of his other buddies says, "Yeah, we about to go on a streak. That nigga Tyler be snipin' the shit outta muthafuckas". That was the first time they had ever called him that. He didn't have to get jumped in, or rob a convenience store to be down. They didn't expect him to use the same vernacular that they did. They just accepted him, for him. His white friends start talking about this guy Charlie Kirk. He looks him up and can't stand him. He sees him going around to college campuses for what it is. Grooming young white people to accept White Nationalism as a natural thing. He sees the effect that Charlie Kirk is having with young white people during Trump's re-election campaign, and it disturbs him. Trump gets re-elected and it pisses him off. Trump begins planting the seeds for authoritarianism, and it reaffirms his fears. Then he sees his white buddies all excited that Charlie Kirk is making a stop in Utah, and pretends to be excited with them. He thinks of how much of a coward Hitler was, because out of all of the millions of people whose death his rhetoric was responsible for, the only one he killed on his own, was himself. How if he had the chance, he would put Charlie Kirk through what Benito Mussolini was put through before he died when his regime fell. How he was surrounded by people who wouldn't bat an eye if Trump dropped a bomb on the South side of Chicago. That's when he started planning, keeping in mind that one man's words and the grievances of white people old and young alike, had led to one of the deadliest wars the modern world had ever seen, and the biggest genocide outside of the trans Atlantic slave trade. That’s why these right wing influencers are quiet right now. They may be raising the kid that sees them as a detriment to society, and decide that they don't need to be here anymore.
