I used to not want to give a fuck....Its more so being young and desperate.
That desperation is the worst feeling ever. Wont wish it on no one.
It was more of an empty feeling.... Real talk it's how I knew my wife would be my wife... Cuz I started caring about what she thought. Everybody else....I just tuned them out. But when she talked...I listened. Calmed down on a lot of the wild shit.