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Reek1

wind at my back and the sun in my face
I don't know why i'm really posting this but I feel alot of people have this idea of me in their head that isn't really correct, but the TRUTH is everyone is entitled to their opinion, but here is a few facts to maybe make some sense to anyone with a heart of empathy or sympathy.....I lost my mom a few years ago, i'm seeing my dad slip through my hands day after day.....i've always suffered with depression and anxiety....I am not here to bother anyone, just show common interests in music comedy and art etc, I have no coping skills and losing my last parent IM TERRIFIED, this stress and genes has taking a toll on me also and I don't know if I can do it alone, I fear the worst every day that there is something I won't be able to fix.....thats my truth
 
Have you tried therapy?
thats an honest question....so i'm gonna give it a real response......yes in my teen years.....not about the loss of my mother and my dads situation that has been more recent stuff.......always dealt with change horribly though.....I am supposed to go see a doc to maybe get me on something to level out my anxiety and depression....i also got to go and get a tube in my throat to find out exactly where and why im bleeding internally it should of already happened but the canceled it the day it was supposed to go down and gave me an ultra sound instead around my liver, i left before hearing them out so i don't really know whats going on.....all I know is they pleaded for me to stay but i was doped up and started trying to remove my iv's after like 3-4 days.....i should have just stayed
 
thats an honest question....so i'm gonna give it a real response......yes in my teen years.....not about the loss of my mother and my dads situation that has been more recent stuff.......always dealt with change horribly though.....I am supposed to go see a doc to maybe get me on something to level out my anxiety and depression....i also got to go and get a tube in my throat to find out exactly where and why im bleeding internally it should of already happened but the canceled it the day it was supposed to go down and gave me an ultra sound instead around my liver, i left before hearing them out so i don't really know whats going on.....all I know is they pleaded for me to stay but i was doped up and started trying to remove my iv's after like 3-4 days.....i should have just stayed
Go back or at least call em to see wassup. You're creating unnecessary anxiety with that unknown.
 
I hear you but if you’re that same person who made several accounts spamming like a mf. You need to find you a better release because that shit annoying af.
 
Seeking advice from an online forum ain’t where it’s at because truthfully we gonna fuck with you. You need to go back to therapy and the doctor fam because that unnecessary stress probably making you sick anyways
 
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