Yeah, sometimes I think back to this time I disassociated while smashing a chick. It's how I knew it was pretty much over between us. I remember saying to myself "Why am I even here?" , "I don't even like her, anymore, lowkey I hate her", "I should have just went to the gym".
Granted, I still left a fat nut in her, her pussy was phenomenal, but it was the worst sex I ever had, just because there wasn't any connection. Felt like I was fucking a stranger.