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Me I'm Supa Fly
I was talking to someone the other night, right. And in mid conversation about the past, I had an epiphany. There was a point in my life when I was working at Wendy’s, catching da bus for a mad long ride to work. Dealing wit a manager that acted like we was crafting gold nuggets that she shit out herself.

I was dealing wit women that were cute and thick but had no direction or ambition. Everyone’s goal around me was work, party, smoke, drink, recover, start over. I had reached a point in my life where I felt like there’s gotta be more to life than this. At the same time I had no idea that there was cause this is all I had ever seen.

I was sitting at the bus one day and I had a convo wit god. I told god all that I wanted in life and how different I wanted to be. And low and behold. Mad years later, everything I asked for I have. Every last thing I asked for.

And it got me thinking, I could die to tommorow and feel no regrets because I’ve gotten every thing I ever wanted to have when I wanted to have. Anything else from this point on is iceing on the cake cause i literally came from absolutely nothing.

Talking about having to wash myself with baking soda and only having bleach to wash my clothes. To sleeping on bus benches cause I burnt all my bridges at 17.

So my question is, at the point that you are in your life, no matter your age. Do you like what’s going on. Do you want more? Would it be iceing on the cake or has your cake not come out the oven yet. Is life treating you good, give praise for gods blessings
 
I'm no where near the icing, but I'm working on something that has the potential to be amazing


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But that's a great outlook on life to have and more people should adopt it, even myself. Took a while for me to appreciate the good in life and not focus on the bad.
 
Life is Good...as much as im never content with anything i can say im not doing too bad....given the fact that i va been through everything life has to offer im just happy to be where i am and excited for where I m going....
 
Goldie said:
But that's a great outlook on life to have and more people should adopt it, even myself. Took a while for me to appreciate the good in life and not focus on the bad.
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its crazy cuz im never content nor excited with anything so most ppl think im mad negative...they dont understand how happy I am just to be where I am...from moving from a developing country to losing 6 niggas last year alone...Im so blessed to be where I am and know sky is the limit and even when i get there i wont be happy w making it to the sky cuz theres gotta be more
 
i remember one day my mom coming to my crib and asked yo are niggas trying to kill u too? that question fucked me up
 
Never in my life I thought I would be established outta state. Or own a house. Or be back in school. But that's exactly what I'm achieving so far. Financial blessing hopefully will come soon, but in the meantime...I'm good.

I'm truly blessed
 
I find everything amazing. I find everyone interesting. I look for the beauty and the story in everything I encounter.

I tend to have a pessimistic outlook, because I'm noticing a pattern in the way life treats people. And the lack of self awareness does no one any favors.

I just have to say, I'm constantly observing, growing, learning, listening, and it is always fascinating.

I love what life shows me.... Even the fucked up shit that breaks my heart is appreciated. Because I learn from it and knowing it exists contributes. It all shapes my experience.

And I appreciate it all....I enjoy life
 
Like finding the humor in the worst shit is everything.
 
Finding the horror in the most beautiful things.

Like there's so many contrasts
 
ok....here i come with minez

I know i got higher to go. but what wakes me and takes me to the next point is my positive outlook i had to adopt into my mindframe.

i had to let alot of shit go.

had to let alot of people go.

my life has been a rollercoaster that many people never experience. Some of the things i have been thru ...smdh. I am happy i made it out of the darkness.

I believe everything happens for a reason. I believe you have to ask yourself why things happen, why people do certain things. Once you understand the whys and the reason and what drives people ....you can navigate the sharks thats out there.

I changed my circle and seen things that my old circle would not try to obtain.

i truly get angry when i see how i allowed things to hold me back because of what i was surrounded by. I am very thankful that i changed my thought process. i will never go back.
 
Nah but on a serious jote, I enjoy my surroundings, I set new goals/dreams, achieve em (or achieve something otw of achieving said dream, someting I usually never thought of) chill out after I reached my goal...stand still and after a while Ill think of something else to do/achieve.
 
Hundredeyes said:
Nah but on a serious jote, I enjoy my surroundings, I set new goals/dreams, achieve em (or achieve something otw of achieving said dream, someting I usually never thought of) chill out after I reached my goal...stand still and after a while Ill think of something else to do/achieve.
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aye nigga how your peoples?

heard a volcano erupted over there.
 
Fuck life. I thought i was getting close to achieving what i wanted but nope. It seems like it won't happen for me. I tried but at this point in life ive decided that sometime in the near future i will commit suicide. I used to look down on people who did that but now i understand why they kill themselves
 
Damn. So you telling me a cat cant feel some type of way about life without catching feelings. Well ill be damned @Kandy must be nice to have a great and easy life like you. Smmfh
 
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