Duwop
Sometimes being the hero means saving the villain.
Late night vent:
Maybe I have anger issues.
Last Sunday we had an issue at the bar a regular. Dude was getting mad aggressive with staff so I stepped to him on a scrapping tip... You ain't bout to be trying to start shit with staff and right here...
Now I get it, I can be very niggerish when I'm mad...I talk shit irl just like I do here.... But i was in control. Pissed. But in control. Mostly it wasn't an issue. But noted.
Fast forward to tonight. Drunk nigga so drunl he legit tried to give me his ATM card instead of I'd. I tell homie try another night, tonight no good. Mad pleasant like. He don't really like that tho
So we going back n forth for a minute about it, and I think getting me.... Then he start making up shit tryna be tough....
So I'm like I'm done. We done. If don't get it, you don't get it. Have A nice night.
Then this nigga say "iight, you right, cuz if we was anywhere else.... I'd smack the all hell outta you"
Nigga.....
So after I smack this nigga he wanna wild out n shit, I'm ready the whole time.
He wanna fight but running. Then he start talking he gonna kill me.
I don't like that, I got kids, don't put death on me.
I mean I ain't gonna say I chased the nigga, but I went after him. And I don't people holding me back its silly....
Well I admit I was pissed, but i think few people feel like I've been outta control lately. I think I was in control. I could have easily zapped...I was just being VERY confrontational.
But now i feel shitty cuz my biggest worry and current concern is my son's temper and him getting into fights.
And realistically how can i help him when I'm doing the same shit??
Maybe I have anger issues.
Last Sunday we had an issue at the bar a regular. Dude was getting mad aggressive with staff so I stepped to him on a scrapping tip... You ain't bout to be trying to start shit with staff and right here...
Now I get it, I can be very niggerish when I'm mad...I talk shit irl just like I do here.... But i was in control. Pissed. But in control. Mostly it wasn't an issue. But noted.
Fast forward to tonight. Drunk nigga so drunl he legit tried to give me his ATM card instead of I'd. I tell homie try another night, tonight no good. Mad pleasant like. He don't really like that tho
So we going back n forth for a minute about it, and I think getting me.... Then he start making up shit tryna be tough....
So I'm like I'm done. We done. If don't get it, you don't get it. Have A nice night.
Then this nigga say "iight, you right, cuz if we was anywhere else.... I'd smack the all hell outta you"
Nigga.....
So after I smack this nigga he wanna wild out n shit, I'm ready the whole time.
He wanna fight but running. Then he start talking he gonna kill me.
I don't like that, I got kids, don't put death on me.
I mean I ain't gonna say I chased the nigga, but I went after him. And I don't people holding me back its silly....
Well I admit I was pissed, but i think few people feel like I've been outta control lately. I think I was in control. I could have easily zapped...I was just being VERY confrontational.
But now i feel shitty cuz my biggest worry and current concern is my son's temper and him getting into fights.
And realistically how can i help him when I'm doing the same shit??