Yes exactly
. You have fraudulent men and women. I have just ran across nothing but frauds 90% of the time lol. Not even on the sexual part. Just in the basics of do we both align on what is a relationship and what's not. Everyone has different definitions of "relationship" or being someone's mam or women.
I am attracting men who at first show me the things I like and desire. I need to work on my energy so I can stop doing whatever I am doing that is bringing the men I don't want into my life.
Example: one trait I want is....
A man who can be supportive emotionally and not check out. So at 1st he will speak and behave in a way that leads me to believe that he is capable of communicating his feelings and gives space for me to do the same. That it's safe to talk through these points. But it seems as though the person I met disappears and some new corn ball ass nigga pop up on some fuck shit. Like the newness of me done wore off so he don't have to pretend anymore.
And I am very direct and up front. So ain't no switch up on my end.
That’s tough but I don’t think you should take on the burden of, you needing to switch up what you do. Men for the most part are afraid of being who they really are. So when men first meet women, it’s easier to be who the woman wants him to be rather than who he really is. We are hammered with programming over and over that women want this or want that. Not only from women but from men that make it seem like they have the key to success with women.
That being the case, most men are fine with being the caricature needed, based on the woman they are talking to. Then as you said, once y’all get cool,..it’s not that they change, it’s that they feel it’s safe to be themselves. Unfortunately, a lot of men are..themselves, misogynistic, insensitive, emotionally unavailable assholes. But, that’s cause even when they are that, it’s not who they really are.
They stop being who they thought you wanted, and became who society says they are supposed to be, rather than be who they are. The world isn’t open to our feelings, our hurt, or pain, our fears and insecurity. So most of us don’t know how to function in that realm. And ima be real, I’m just now journeying into it. It’s fucking work. It’s hard, it’s lonely, it’s painful, it’s much harder to learn this shit as a man than as a boy.
So ya’mean. I would say..I would hope that you know that you needn’t change how you appeal to men. I would say, the best way to score a man that emotionally developed…cause those men are just as much as you done with the games. Is to be a fully mature and emotionally available woman that treats him like a puppy.
Like a hurt puppy, who doesn’t trust..if that makes sense. Puppies need to be trained on how to behave in your house, there are rewards for doing things right and there is discipline for doing things wrong. You have to be the one in control, he has to know that you don’t need him, you want him. But you can leave him if you need to.
ion know..I’m rambling